Adolescent Misfit


Overgrown tears.  Fifteen.  And strangely beautiful.
‘They’re picking on me, Miss - they’re always doing it’ -
with their sly fingering of his taut imbalance,
a dirty-nailed fretting at his festering doubts,
a constant circling of ugly cowardice,
a prodding, a harsh probing of his too-thin skin,
squeezing the manhood out of him, breaking open
crusted despair and infecting a system clogged
with his hopeless, weeping inadequacy.
Overgrown tears.  Fifteen.  And strangely beautiful.
They have plugged the opening pores of his spirit
with the filth of his beaten fear.  From his smooth face
the haunted eyes plead for his scarred, disfigured soul.


(November, 1991)