Not An Old People's Home...




Do they go there to die or creep there for comfort -
the tattered and the stained, the smelly, old and tired?
Do they worry that colourful identities
will leach away to fuse with others’ uniform grey;
fear that unaccustomed warmth will diminish them?
Do comfortable partners, that lay together
in old darks, walked side by side, dread separation?
Tossed out by cold hands, lost and suffocated, crushed,
do they resent being companioned by strangers
who have their own needs, their own inadequacies,
their own spittle and B.O. - worse, their own rejection?
Do old clothes count long night hours before tomorrow?
Does life itself tumble to a linen-basket
spilling the tattered, stained, the smelly, old and tired?
Rather that than unimaginable cleansing
in automatic whiter-than-white hereafter...
Shall I cobble on a label:  ‘Hand-wash only,
do not spin or wring, dry away from direct heat’?
Sorting whites from coloureds, will anyone read it?


(September, 1989)